BubblyAsian

Cold is my hands, gripping tightly in my pockets. Stiff are my legs standing at the corner of the street? Wandering is my mind; I'm looking straight ahead, but thinking elsewhere.  Beating of my heart, but it's beating ever so slowly. I hear a scream. My mind is still wandering, but trying to get back to reality. I got my eyes fixated on a girl in the middle of the road, and then I see a body in front of her. The body's not moving, lying so still.  It's a guy, he's dead… The girls lost it. She's screaming, crying, out of control. My hands reaching to get my phone, but then it stop. The girl, she's got her head turned towards me. "It's… It's all my fault…." She turns to the body and pulls out a gun. I tried moving to her to stop her, but I couldn't move. "Don't come near me…" She whispered, but loud enough for me to hear.  I stood there. She put her gun in her mouth, whispering softly to herself, and then she's lying on the floor next to him. The police and ambulance finally came. They went to the scene to find both of them dead. Pieces of flesh were all over the ground. Blood covered most of the area over there. There was so much blood. I looked down, only to realize some of her blood was on me as well. One of the police officer walked towards me, asking me what happened. I looked up to him, wide eyed. I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. He looked at me, nodded, and walked to someone else around for some information on the accident. I stood there for quite some time. Seconds turn to minutes, and minutes turn to hours. I soon realize that my jaw was hanging. I closed it and immediately walked away, as if nothing had happen. It is better, to just forget everything. Forget it all. I walked home, head facing down. Unlock my door, walk in, set my bag down, went in my room, sat there, quietly. "Just forget…" I tell myself. "Just forget everything." I repeated. My eyes started going dreary, and I drift off to sleep.

They say it's just a fantasy,
But I feel more alive in my dream than in reality.
If only I can stay in my dream…
But I'm always disappointed by my alarm, it seems
They say life will get better
But all my life it's been the same weather.
Dark and cold, I find myself still writing suicidal letter.
It's never getting better…
My life is just another mere nightmare.
They say there's a light at the end of the tunnel-
But no matter how far I walk
It's still just a cold, dark, dreary funnel.
I'm cold.
The walls are cold, the floor is cold.
I'm shaking, shivering, trying to escape this hold…
It's so cold.
Why is it so cold…?

I wish I can just paused time

Why does dispute and hate combine?

Why are we filled with such hate inside?

Earth turns slowly, but I'm running out of time..

If only I can just stop time..

I wake up in a world so dark, so cold. I could hear birds' flocking at each other in the crimson red shy. I can hear the bells in the distance, and all around me, burning buildings, but nobody around to stop the fire. Suddenly the sky turn gruesome gray, darkness crawled all around me and the only light I could see was the fire from the burning buildings. I heard children moaning from afar but coming slower, but then I saw these burnt ash children's crawling towards me. They soon got to me and pulled on me taking me down. I tried to crawl away, but they got a hold of me. Each touch from them burns me. Burning my flesh, I open my mouth to scream, but nothing came out. I turn around, facing them, their face, so evil, burnt, demonic, their eyes so full of hatred. I let out a small shriek and fainted...
"Judy..." whispers a faint, soft, raspy voice. "Get up, Judy. Get up now." My eyes shot open. I was lying on my stomach in the middle of the street. In front of my stands still a little girl, a girl, white dress, long black hair, a face so pure, but not innocent. The look in her eyes tells me that she has seen much hatred from this world. Suddenly I hear a dark, crackly demonic voice. A voice so full of hatred and pain. "Get up Judy, get up." It mocked.
"What's going on, where am I?" stuttered Judy. "My name's Anna and I can show you a way out, but in the end you won't like what you'll find." said Anna, softly. "Please! Please help me! Get me out! Get me out of here! Please!" cried Judy, helplessly. "Please...help..." Anna walks in one direction, walking swiftly. Suddenly she disappears into the darkness. "Anna?!" Whispered Judy, freaking out. "Anna?! Where are you, please come back..." Screaming now, going hysteric. Walking faster in hope to find Anna. "ANNA! PLEASE! DON'T LEAVE ME! COME BACK!" Judy, crying now. Running in circles. "Please, come back..." Judy whispered in a dead voice. Dragging on aimlessly. The demonic voice came up from behind me, "Where do you think you're going, Judy?"
Crackling a laugh. I can feel the heavy pressure weighing on my tiny body. I couldn't move, couldn't breathe, wouldn't breath, and wouldn't dare show a sign of emotion.
Feeling a tingling sensation upon her legs, Judy looks down to see these crawling creatures climbing up on her legs. Centipedes, worms, maggots, spiders all gathering from her ankles to her knee. As much as Judy wanted to move, her muscles contracted, making her incapable from breaking free.
"Why are you trying to escape, Judy?" murmured the demonic voice. "YOU CAN'T OUTSMART ME JUDY!! THERE'S NO USE IN TRYING TO ESCAPE." scream the monster in a loud, screeching pitch.
Judy stumbles to the floor aching in every area of her body. The demon breaks out a crackling laugh. I couldn't see him anymore as if he just vanished but I could still hear his wicked crackling laugh fading away, away with him, and away with the crawling crawlers on my leg… They all just vanished… Leaving me alone and breathless, I closed my eyes and I was out.
I felt something on my face and then sliding down and off like a tear drop. I felt where it was wet and slimy on my cheek. It was some kind of black slime. I turn to lay on my back. I look up too see this small paled child hovering over me. He look to be about 8 years old with black hair, and black eyes. He was smiling at me when he realized that I've woken. "Hello miss, can you help me find my mummy?" he asked, slyly. "What…?" I tried getting up, but my shoulders and back hurt just so much. "Where are you from" I asked as he help me to my feet. I was wobbly but I can't help it. "Help me find my mummy, lady"' He sounded annoyed this time as he said it. "Please I need to know where you're from, where did you come from?" Trying to sound concern when I really wasn't, I was too busy thinking of how to get the hell out of here. "And can you please tell me where we are?" I added. "HELP ME FIND MY MUMMY NOW!" He screamed. Suddenly he ran from me facing the other direction and started changing. "He can't help you" said a faint soft voice. I know that voice. Could it be…? Anna?! I turn around to find where this voice came from. Desperately hoping it is Anna. But there was no one to be found. The kid's skin started turning red and he started growing small horns on his head and he looked so angry. He looked like a demon. But a mini-demon. An imp? He turned to face me with his demonic eyes and charge at me with full force. I tried to walk backward but he stumbles into me causing me to fall. He started attacking me, hitting me over and over with his hands; he seems to have claws, clawing at me. Then he puts his hands on my neck and starts choking me until I couldn't breathe and kept at it. I was losing it. Screaming, choking, gagging, and I stop making noises now. Nothing could come out anyway, not matter how much I tried. I saw another figure behind him as he's choking me. "Stop" the figure said. It's that voice again. The demonic boy stopped and turns around. "Mummy!" He gets up off of me. With relief I started crying and breathe hard. "Get out." Said the figure, harshly. "Or I'll kill you." I couldn't see her face, it was all a blur. "But mummy…" He whispers. "Get lost kid." She said. He then turned into flames and then big puffs of black smokes and disappears.